Saturday, August 23, 2008

I am

I am....Taking tests and feeling very low these days...no energy, yet DOING so much...finished my home deck, scrubbed and organized troops to stain it, cut down bushes at my residence, all the rental dealings, no rent "will pay rent", not moving out, moving out and wanting me to cough up all the dollars...
I am...Sad I felt so overwhelmed last week I dropped out of taking classes this semester...Stressed out because Husband is so sick, I am stressed , feeling very blue...NOT GOING TO STAY THE "D" word....
I am
Tired, insomnia kicking in that is NEVER a good sign with me....
I am...in pain...
I am sick of the pregnant cat that is just going to be a pain in the ass
I am Tired of "friends" not returning phone calls...Yes I didn't leave a message the 3 times I called, but you KNOW I called so frekin call me back I have something to say!
I am SICK to DEATH of workers saying they will have something done on X day...and by z day you STILL don't have it done.
I am Sick of being me.

6 comments:

WORKING MOM said...

No No No! You are an amazing person with your schedule and the things that I have read about that goes on at home. It's just low tide. Ride it.

mysecondjournal said...

You will BEAT this funk... Why do I feel like singing The Sun Will Come Out Tomorrow... cuz it will!!

Kathy said...

I agree with "working mom" you ARE an amazing person! Remember that! This too shall pass comes to mind (my grandmother told me this countless times) in times like these.

Dealing with everything like you have been can be very tiring emotionally as well as physically. Keep your chin up! Things will get better! I will be praying for you and your family.

Kareer Woman said...

I've posted my final blog entry. I wanted to thank-you for becoming one of my regular readers over the last few months, your comments have always been a highlight in my day. Cheers!

Lady Liberal said...

My grandmother had a saying too... "Don't let the bastards get you down." We especially liked it when she used it in church. (And she did... a couple of times in her later years. :))
Hang in there! Praying for you all!

ccw said...

My grandmother also says "This too shall pass" and it will. And if it doesn't there is plenty of help available.

Hang in there!